Oh random thought!

Why must i hide you?

What is it that you will or will not do?

What fortune or misfortune am i bound to face,

by looking unto you instead of he human race?

What secrets, from me do you keep behind?

Locked away carefully in the corner of my own mind.

You make me happy, you make sad,

As a child the only true friend i ever had.

Telling me things i see no need to hear,

Shedding light on myths i no longer need to fear.

creating yourself anew with every passing day

Yet before i catch you, you gracefully fly away.

Go away!

Leave me the Fuck alone!!!! Stop following me, taunting me taking control of my every thought move and action... Why the Fuck have you come back?. They instigated you and i suffer... thats how you work isint it you cold, calm, creepy bastard. You just sit there and wait... watching my every move, waiting for an opportunity to get to me, to get your revenge, to get your fuckin existence back. Well guess what motherfucker, your plans are working, your winning for now, you can use me to get your revenge, our revenge, cause pain, cause suffering and more importantly have a whole lot of fun :). Were i a different man i would have succumbed to your sweet sweet victory as soon the first blow was struck. But i am a different man so keep your rage, keep your hate, and keep your agony for those are things that will conquer the both of us. The despair, the pain , and the coldness shall eternally face my secret weapon of Love.