As i look at the world from a distance i cant help but pity the fools... All of them with their meaningless emotions. all of them with their meaningless traditions. they amuse me. I amuse me. I find myself like them emotional, vulnerable with naive'ness (if thats even a word) so many of them all of them different, all of them unique, yet all of them so much the same.Their naive emotion, I learn a lot from them, I study them, I play with them, even mess with them.... they amuse me.
As i look from the distance my narcissim forces me to see me... in the midst of them so much the same and yet so different. i see the sides of people i see the sides of me. I feel me losing myself to a dreaded similarity. ... i see myself in others more often than people see themselves in me.
And as i held it as well as i could,holding on to thoughts, beibg alone, complicated, underestimated and misunderstood. I simply decided to have some fun.
i know im weird i know im strange. i know all of this is a little deranged.... Stop... but then ask yourselves this... Who isint?...
A mind can be a dark place to be. It can offer a living hell or a sanctuary... but you see me... ive always been about vareity.
maybe your reading this and thinking its cheesy.... but maybe im sitting here thinking "fooling you is so easy!!" :)
The world thinks they know me... they hide behind their masks and pretend to laugh while they secretly envy me for not having One. But the truth is as it is now commonly i have many masks. Except theyre very very different... and theyre a lot more convincing than yours.
Maybe im just talkling and pretending to be all cool and mysterious like... maybe i just like the attention, maybe im not as smart as i think i am... but who knows?!... I could be wrong.....
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i know what you did last summer.
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